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You want to know what happiness is?

It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets & feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around & see them in their most peaceful & innocent state. They breathe like the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss them; careful not to wake them up. You turn back around & you find yourself smiling big. You feel an arm wrap around your waist & you know that it doesn't get much better than this.

- IMNY -

- I'd buy a big house where we both could live -

- I'm sorry love -

I'm sorry my love, for not using you, for leaving you in my closet, for being uninspired and lazy..

I need more time for my passion, and I def. need a new lens! My problem: I don't have time or ideas to take photos and I can't afford a new lens at the moment.. uchh.. I was looking for another lens and found the Tamron SP AF 28-75mm f2.8  and Tamron SP AF 17-50mm f2,8, which are not that expensive and are exactly what I was looking for. So as long as I have the money for a new lens I'll def. buy one of them!

- moments -

 

Loraine by Iouri Podladtchikov

- this is where I belong -

- Monthly Special - December10 / January11 -

I'm ending 2010 and starting 2011 with a monthly special about Toko (Tobias Koch). He's a great landscape/skyline/city photographer from Germany. I found his blog while he was in NYC and was taken with his work from the world's greatest city. He inspired me in some way, so please check him out and give him some love!

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- admiration -

- thanks for the inspiration, over and over again!

- 24h in NYC -

- it's me -

 

The Third Letter

Good morning, on July 7 Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. ever thine ever mine ever ours

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- BIGapple meets BIGlove -

happy new year *